a few words..

the fact that amanda and my mom (and the rest of my family except joe and jay) refuse to see that they're NOT respecting ME as a person by holding the support of the things I want for my life. IF they had any respect for me- they would be supportive of MY GOALS because I do have a brain and I know what I want for MY life. which amanda and my mom don't want because it's inconvenient for them even when i'm still in this damn state and my "emergency contact" CAN'T even answer the phone- so i stopped trying to call her, i've called the only cousin who really gives a damn about me instead- JOE. like amanda assumes i'm too stupid to make my own decisions seeing as this is MY life.. NOT my mom who always cries victim, NOT amanda's (who emergency services can never get ahold of anyway). IF YOU GUYS REALLY CARED ABOUT ME AS MUCH AS YOU TRY TO MAKE IT SEEM- YOU'D TRUST IN MY JUDGMENT AND GOALS SEEING AS I AM THE ONE WHO HAS TO DEAL WITH MY DAMN CONSEQUENCES OF MY CHOICES. BUZZ THE FUCK OFF. I'M DONE WITH YOU CHICKENHEADS. you too fat amy. go work on getting your damn GED. you won't get ANYWHERE in life without it.